Fear interefers with progress

I am thinking about this entire blog and how afraid I am to post it but another part of me says, “do it!”. The whole point of this blog is for me to self heal from my past hurts. Putting my feelings and my journey for the entire world is a bit scary but I feel as if I tell my story maybe it could help someone somewhere. It’s a dark world we live in and I know that many times I felt so isolated and alone in my experiences. I am not looking for recognition for sharing my story, I just felt I needed to tell it. I know that not everyone will agree with my opinions and that’s okay because that’s what makes us individuals and who we are. I’ve had many fears over the years and it really acted as a road block. I couldn’t seem to grow and progress because this fear was so great that it influenced my actions and it kept me in submission. I happy that I have over come many of those fear blockages but it is a daily battle because it rears it’s head from time to time trying to knock me down again. I was afraid of taking chances because I didn’t want to get hurt, embarrassed or disappointed but then I remembered something I read, “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. I know that when you are going through it it seems like a slow death but it actually is a shedding of a part of you to make room for something better. So if you ever get overwhelmed just remember a better version of you is emerging.